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Caeruls
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I haven't written anything in years and I feel like saying something about my life.

I started going to an Art Academy a year ago.
You can imagine how happy I was at first: my mother finally accepted that all I wanted to do was drawing (more like she finally resigned), and she let me make my own choices.
However, after only one month, I noticed how wrong I was about everything. My expectations were reduced to zero as the classes in this school turned out to be one more useless than the other.
Most of the 'teachers' didn't teach anything, and after one year of feeling down and wasting time I decided that I had to stop idealising everything.
I was depressed and annoyed, and I didn't find drawing pleasurable anymore.
What's more, I didn't know what I wanted to do with my drawing 'skills' (If I have any), beacuse 'drawing' only wasn't enough anymore, since I chose it as my future work (not that I had other ways to go).
I feel like I've finally passed that dark period and kind of accepted that I don't know what I want to do/will do.
Also, I started watching animes again (as you probably noticed, seeing that I'm drawing anime characters lately).

Have a nice day, night wherever you are in the World!

P.S.: I've changed my username basically everywhere. I'm not Caerul anymore (that name is old and complicated). Now I use Syde, Syd, Sid or something like that.
  • Listening to: Death Cab for Cutie
  • Drinking: Chamomile

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LauraLF Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
♥ always great meeting a fellow Ravenclaw and especially a really talented one x
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Caeruls Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much! Crow flying 
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tsukiss Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2014  Hobbyist
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Caeruls Featured By Owner Jan 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks!!! :D
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meilin-mao Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
waw your drawings are really cool!
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Caeruls Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks a lot! ^-^
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723Blinks Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh ma sei anche qui! *o*
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Caeruls Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Sė! :D
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mightypie9001 Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2014  Student Filmographer
You have some really amazing work :o
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Caeruls Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you! I'm glad you like my gallery!
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